Damn It

As “Stressed Out” of Twenty One Pilots ended so is me now staring at the clear night sky filled with twinkling stars, thinking of every moment we’ve cherished when we’re together.

“If I can turn back time to the good old days”, I said to myself as I remember this lyrics from the song I’m listening because I’m gonna miss you so badly darling who captured my sight in that memorable afternoon when everything is so slow as I looked on your eyes and saw your smile that captivated my heart.

If I can only kidnap you so I can talk with you my dear. So I can also read and share the poems and proses I wrote for you but no it’s against the law. Damn it!

I hope that I can make you stay for a little longer so we can spend more time sharing wonderful thoughts that we will reflect onto but no, I think this is what destiny brings in the table — the unexpected turn and twist of fate. Damn it!

If I can only hold your hands and hug you tightly as if it is the last because distance will separate us from each other but no, it will never happen. Damn it!

I hope that I own a time machine so I can travel back to time so I can feel your head lying in my shoulder once again. How I wish that it’s not just a work of science-fiction but a reality but no ’cause it will change history.

But who knows, it might actually change the flow of destiny and make you stay. I hope it could really happen but damn it! It is impossible. Sorry but damn, it‘s frustrating.

I don’t know for how long my tears will hold on because I will badly miss you — my topic in poems and proses.

I have nothing more to say but to conclude this farewell letter for you whom I trusted my heart, maybe this is not the right time for us; maybe distance will make me wait for you, and the perfect moment is yet to come but I know that someday, in the destined time and space where everything is set and perfect, the moment I’ve been waiting for will come, it just need to wait for a little bit longer.

I love you and I wish you all the best darling.